| | Is it wrong for me to want my husband to stay home with me?
There is a tasting event that we go to every year and it is tonight. We decided it wouldnt be a good idea for me to go to it this early in sobriety, but my husband is going to go without me. Its about 2 hours away, so he will be staying over night. Maybe you need to know the history to understand more, but my husband travels for work and is away 5 days a week. I really hoped he would have wanted to still spend the weekend with me, because our daughter is with a friend this weekend. I know its my fault, Im the one that needs to stay sober, but I feel like I am always fighting for my husband's offection.
“I did then what I knew to do. Now that I know better, I do better.”