Tired, but good.
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Tired, but good.
Just an update on me, if anyone is interested.
I am tired. Once again I find myself pushing my body and mind to the limit. Another holiday (easter, duh) and I find myself chasing all the trappings. Working extra hours to cover for those who take off, and then running errands when I am not working. However, as tired as my body and mind are, I am still in a good space. I sometimes get down on myself when I get this tired and I think a bit slower, and I don't have a quick answer for a sponsee when they need one. I need to learn that it is OK.
Had some fun tonite. I had some friends over for our annual 'easter egg dying party'. It is always fun. A few people cancelled at the last minute, which was disappointing, but the rest of us still had a good time.
I really posted because I am feeling a little out of touch.
I am tired. Once again I find myself pushing my body and mind to the limit. Another holiday (easter, duh) and I find myself chasing all the trappings. Working extra hours to cover for those who take off, and then running errands when I am not working. However, as tired as my body and mind are, I am still in a good space. I sometimes get down on myself when I get this tired and I think a bit slower, and I don't have a quick answer for a sponsee when they need one. I need to learn that it is OK.
Had some fun tonite. I had some friends over for our annual 'easter egg dying party'. It is always fun. A few people cancelled at the last minute, which was disappointing, but the rest of us still had a good time.
I really posted because I am feeling a little out of touch.
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hi 'mom'
good to see you
i can relate on the work work work theme. i just took a large [170+ homes]frame/exterior/drywall contract. beating myself up cause it may mean i push the sailboat dream back another year. beating myself up cause i am working 6+ days, 10+ hours... easy to forget that: a] i am making up for some 'lost' time, that b]what a change from the days when 3 months on the same job meant that a meltdown was immenent,and c] that i can still be of service -it is only time that i have to ration, not love.
happy easter
mackat
good to see you
i can relate on the work work work theme. i just took a large [170+ homes]frame/exterior/drywall contract. beating myself up cause it may mean i push the sailboat dream back another year. beating myself up cause i am working 6+ days, 10+ hours... easy to forget that: a] i am making up for some 'lost' time, that b]what a change from the days when 3 months on the same job meant that a meltdown was immenent,and c] that i can still be of service -it is only time that i have to ration, not love.
happy easter
mackat
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