dunkelheit

Okay, so I screwed up again. I got into a domestic dispute with my ex on Sunday. He called the police, and they came in with tazers/mace because I was holding a knife while telling them to come get me (clearly not the best idea).

I spent a few hours in the loony bin before they sent me to a shelter. I didn't feel like staying at a shelter, so I walked home. Little did I know, but the police were going to press charges if I went home apparently, but I wasn't supposed to be released within hours. I had no money, clean clothes, or a phone, so I kind of did need to drop by the apartment.

So now I'm freaked out about being homeless and potentially going to jail. I don't even know what they want me to do in order to stay out of jail, because apparently I'm not even allowed to go to my parent's house, or I get charged. I've already had 2 violent confrontations with police officers, so if I don't get charged for this, then I am so lucky.

MIRecovery

What is quite amazing , quitting drinking is never mentioned.

Dee74

I'm sorry all this is happening dunkleheit. What's your plan?

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dunkelheit

I was sober at the time. I just get into fights more often than other people because I can't regulate my emotions and/or actions well. I feel bad about how badly I hurt my ex though. He's trained in hand to hand combat, so I'm not sure why he allowed me to go that far. I almost killed him, he was in the hospital yesterday as well.

Dee74

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