struggling21

so even though i messed up 1/27 i dont really feel bad about it...like how do u feel proud of being clean? i just dont feel that way i feel more like just another one who couldnt figure out a way...and its driving me crazy....sad thing is..i feeel like this recovery process is ruining everything i hang...damn

dreamscape

Have you tried N.A?

struggling21

yea a few times over the past year...where i live..NA is 90% mandated people so the age grooup in 17_20 and no one cares about it mumble their stories and give their hugs...i dont know it just didnt seem like a fit for me

Pandie

Hi Struggling,

Have you tried AA? I've found more support in AA meetings and more people there who really want help and not are just there because they have to be there. Hang in there, hope that helps!!

Finmywayback

Hi Struggling,
I am glad you are still here even if you are frustrated. Maybe you are one of the lucky ones to be older then most of those you have run into at NA meetings. The three people I knew that tried NA did not stick it out are no longer with us. I hope you find some comfort and relief.