i really dont know anymore. i hate this numb feeling. i want to feel anything. i dont want to cut but i feel the need to....:cries3::c020::scorebad:c021:

almost gave in last night,

i should just cut to just get over this urge. i am only hurting myself so why would it matter to u that i would cut?

i went to the heart dr today and this is what i came out knowing that i have Neurocardiogenic Syncope, Premature ventricular contractions, and sinus tachycardia. got put on new meds.

Good you having specialist help you take care of that.

face it i am hopeless and a waste of time and a cutter. and you know what i dont want to stop. so i dont think i will. face it i am stupid. i have tried to quit but i cant...

You are not stupid, sweetheart.

This time in your life is tough,but you have your whole adult life ahead of you and you finally will have control then.

Look to the future to the things you want to achieve. Believe in yourself. I believe in you. :e130:

i threw away my razors

Good to hear that. Keep us posted, many understand how hard that was to do, and are hoping nothing but good for you.

hey friends. i need some help for my son Alex. He is suffering from 3 ailments. 1st is being short tempered and isolated. Next he keeps adding some numbers and smiles or gets angry on seeing the sum. Thirdly he has a diary in which he used to write his personal memories, and I read that to figure-out the cause of his behavior and was surprised to know that he writes plans to kill people like applying super glue on nose and lips of people to suffocate them to death. Doctor calls it typical case of OCD and has put him on severe medications. Is there anyone here who could help me cure my son as in these 3 months i havent seen any improvement in Alex.

Hi Michele. Sorry but even if I had my own ideas I would never want to be the one to step on his Dr's toes. If you don't agree with the diagnosis I think maybe a second professional opinion may be in order.

Also this is a 3 year old continuing thread, starting a new thread of your own may draw more replies.

I hope you get some answers to your concern, and good on you for caring enough about Alex to do so.

its so hard right now. i use xacto knives for art and it would be so eaasy to use. but i can let myself do that

sickness
 

i am really sick right now. keep me in your thoughts and prayers

hey guys

hey helpwanted - how are you doing? :)

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not the best. i have caught myself pushing people away

Hey help, I haven't been around much the last few years but I'm glad to see you're still posting here. I hope you're able to reach out more instead of pushing help away.

Hey Help, are you on the bus? I'm finding it very helpful. If you don't know what I'm talking about PM me.

Take care.

i used to be. never helped me

Hey Help.

Just wanted to say Hi and give you a hug. :ghug3