I just rang a job
 

I'm now having a panic attack but I don't care this is the only way I'm ever going to get over this face it head on

I may be starting tomorrow Mrs sw has no idea she doesn't know

Good luck soberwolf! Maybe if you focus on your plan for getting through the day you'll feel less panic :)

All the best SW, and good luck on your new job.

Good luck to you!

Good luck Wolfie. You can do this!

Good luck, SW. Go for it!!!!

Waiting on possible callback Mrs sw was stunned I need to start making important changes in my life

1. I need to stop taking things personally in all aspects of my life this is vital & key

2.Working is having even more money to go places to find out who I really am

No more hiding

All good things are heading your way SW. Happy for you! :c007: Rest up & enjoy the day

SW, SR is in your corner!! :grouphug:

Great strides forward!!! It's really great to see you march on, SW!

I can understand the panic attack , SW. Sometimes facing our fears is a bit scary. :hug:
However, being able to talk yourself through them is a sure sign of progress!

Good for you! :You_Rock_

You're doing good Soberwolf. In all aspects of sobriety!

Way to go!
Just realizing that it was a panic attack I was feeling helped me a lot. Often it would go away once I knew what it was.
Slow deep breaths, you can do this. We are cheering you on.
:You_Rock_

Soberwolf, good luck, rootin for ya. :egypt:

You got this my man!!

Which wolf will you choose to let win???

We are there with ya pal!

Best of luck Soberwolf! Facing our fears is hard in the short term, but better in the long run as we begin to see what we can do and not define ourselves by what we avoid.

B

SW, so proud of you. That's a huge step!

Life is too short... No more hiding.

You've got a bunch of people here rooting for you!

Fantastic, soberwolf!

All the best to you!

Thank you Everyone I mean that gosh so much keeps happening I'm scared & thrilled at the same time lol no callback yet but I don't care its the phoning of the job that has changed everything for me I'm beginning to feel a small sense of purpose

I also spoke to my eldest sister who said I was diagnosed with adhd as a kid and she said I'm not thinking this through I said I know I'm not I'm facing my biggest fear

She said have you thought about college ? I said I passed 2 construction courses she said real college she said there's a place where I can get college & counselling that led to say could I study to help ppl like counselling or something

She said psychology I said psychologist she said have a look let me know what you think

Currently my heart beat is jacked my mind is racing and I'm practising my breath trying my best at mindfulness I might meditate for 10 minutes to help

In my heart I know I'm much better than a labourer but Im trying to get this fear eradicated

Freaking out a bit but I'm ok going to meditate have a look at a professional college course then talk to them later My gf my neice my sister & I'm going to phone my dad now then meditate

Super, SW! Wonderful growth going on for and I have a glimmer of an idea of how hard you have worked to get to this point. You go, Wolfie!