OK ladies, who sees the dude at 4 o'clock?

I keep going back to look at that picture again to check if he's still there & every time I get a little more hungry.

good heavens! you are right, bunny! I see a nice man butt on a plate! It's those little whiffs of estrogen that take me by surprise....

well done, Dee!

Love from the CAL

PS. And you know what? If you look just past 12:00, there's a little pair of bunny ears! glancing, shyly glancing....

I don't see any chicken porn...

Butt...

Hang on there a sec Bessie. BEfore you go all blaming the new meds and the universe for your skin prickles, not sure how long u been off the sauce, but I had neuropathy for weeks after my last binge.

WEEKS.

So am I, Cow. Very glad the conversation worked out so well.

If it's the one I am thinking, it is more of a torso . . .

I see the guy at 4 o'clock. Delicious honey barbecue guy. It looks like him has his arm on something in front of him. maybe a pillow? Right off his shoulder behind him I see a dog. Didn't see the bunny ears though.
I agree with AO. Lots of weird things happen when you take alcohol out of the mix. I have heard the itchy skin thing many times.
I'm glad you got to talk with your old friend. I knew I girl who was being molested too. She tried to tell me once but I couldn't make sense of it. I have looked for her on FB but can't find her.

You got 'im! I love the thought of a honey bbq man! :)

Hi Everyone;

Cow it is great you reconnected with your friend and are having some relief with your new protocal. I agree with AO that your skin prickles et al could easily be linked to the alcohol withdrawal--

I'm hanging in there. Last month was rough with lots of work pressure and things surfacing from the past. The longer I'm sober the more things have "room" to come up, get processed, and hopefully released.
Lots of years of repressed crap, same as you, but I think I feel lighter each time despite the hard work.
Still feeling pretty flat but I'm OK with that right now.

Missed you guys and more later. This thread is a comfort to me Cow--I don't think it's selfish to want support and you do give it to others more than you know perhaps.
Best to all

Glad it went well for you, Cow :) And that the two of you were able to connect like that. Huge Oops regarding the coffee mention! Ack, how could I forget?

And what the.... ? Men and their butts on plates, and did someone mention BBQ? What on earth have I missed? Lol.

I don't think the BBQ Boy Butts are making me wanna cluck. Did I hear wrong?

No, Seriously, look at the little bunny near the top. Almost a side view of a baby bunny, with ears laid back a bit and the head.

glad you had a good day out in the sun. It was beautiful here. I'm still overly edgy. I have got to take this down a notch before Monday. I think I scared my husband.

Love from Lenina

Cow, good for you on getting some physical exercise in!

I am struggling with a family issue at the mo, my mom is abusing alcohol around the clock and not eating. We pulled together and told her we were worried about her, and she stonewalled us and is currently not speaking to me or my sister. I have let it get the best of me and used it as an excuse to drink. Same old ****, different day. I spent yesterday in a fog of despair and today am still in PJs watching The Affair and reading on SR. I haven't drank for 2 days now, and I feel loads better than yesterday, but I'm still worried and sad about losing my mom. I could really use a buddy like you to keep me accountable. I have really enjoyed your posts and your courage is inspiring to me. Thanks for letting me share here ;)

Ps I can totally see that a$$ in the wings.

Kittycat, sign on here and be with us. I'm coming up on seven years sober in a few weeks. feels good.

love from Lenina

Thanks L. I used to take pride in being sober and had 5 or more years under my belt. Now I can get in a few weeks or months and then I lose it. I give in. Definitely have depression and boredom and an addiction. Feels good to have a place where I can be honest and read about others struggles.

I saw the bunny, too.

To add another animal to the mix of cows, cougars, rabbits, & chickens, technically we're quackers, not cluckers. And former quackers. I still quack sometimes.

yeah, the animal thread alright.
welcome, kittycat, to the wild queendom.

i don't quack. sometimes i growl, though.

Queendom? Love it! I have been guilty of much quacking in my life...lose weight, quit smoking, organize my junk drawer...Not with the booze though. I went running head first into that wall and bounced right off it. It can't happen that I continue that way. No matter what it had to end. Final answer.

I think I was a quacker in denial about my quacking. And I did a lot of self-quacking. Which is just plain pitiful.

Hello, kitty!

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