Hi Inchworm
I always said I could get sober in a cabin in the woods like Kerouac in Dharma Bums...but then I'd have to live forever in a cabin in the woods...
Returning to real life always tripped Kerouac up too...and me, so you're in good company
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we need a plan to deal with our day to day lives
No point in beating your self up..every day is a new start
you just need to start working on that normal life day to day plan.
There are a lot of good ideas here:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...at-we-did.html