Originally Posted by
Spantoh 
Nevertheless, I have faith.
Not that we will get back together but that what is meant to be will.
This is one of THE most important attitudes you can possibly have.
I often don't know what's best for me. I will spend all kinds of energy trying to make things happen without REALLY knowing that it's for the best. Sometimes having that thing NOT happen is what's best.
I predict a good recovery for you.