The Day I Decided To Quit Painers
 

Just had to laugh the day I decided to quit had people calling me giving me a good deals on pain pills it was hard to say no but I did thanks for all your support people

The slave becomes the master when we quit. Just think about how many times you were writhing in pain for hours after your supplier would be there in "20 mins". Dealer time is an extraordinary phenomenon where mins turn into hours.

You should tell them to meet you at 4:00AM at the city dump, and the text them every 30 mins telling them you are five minutes away.

Opio that's good waiting for them to show up was nerve racking when you need a few 10s to feel good again I can tell youve been there

Haha, Opio. That would be a hoot.

How about:

Sorry man, I cant pick them up til friday (after you told them wednesday)
I can't get the money til tomorrow. The bank was closed by the time I got there.
Text them 5 minutes before you are supposed to meet and tell them it wont be til next week.
Yeah, I know you need the money for rent today but Im too busy. Something came up.

Hahaha. "Hey man, you won't believe happened at the bank. They put a 20 day hold on my tax return check. I did everything I could for you though bro. You know I always have your back. I even talked to the manager, but he said they were worried it wasn't going to clear."

That jack*ss I bought from had every excuse in the book. I can hear him saying exactly what you said only on the flipside. The " I did everything I could for you, bro" is nearly verbatim.

Ha Ha you guys must be friends with my connection i've heard it all too

Hey Brian. You can do this. I have over 100 days clean from a twenty year habit. You just have to be strong.

Thanks mamahawk my body is saying where's those15 10mg percs at not going to be a picnic right going to hang there just like you guys did

I know exactly how you feel Brian. But if you hand in there it gets better. That is a fact. I thought I would die the first few days. I went cold turkey from a 20 yr habit and I took high doses. So it was rough. But I made it. You will to. It's a battle for sure. Just show it you are the toughest warrior. I don't know if it helps but I took on a warrior mentality. I was fighting for my life and if I lost I would die. You can win many battles just with your mindset. YOU are in control of your body, mind and soul. Not a voice in your head that wants to end you.

I destroy homes, tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start.

I'm more costly than diamonds, more costly than gold,
the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold,
and if you need me, remember I'm easily found.
I live all around you, in schools and in town.

I live with the rich, I live with the poor,
I live down the street, and maybe next door.
My power is awesome; try me you'll see,
but if you do, you may never break free.

Just try me once and I might let you go,
but try me twice, and I'll own your soul.

When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie.
You do what you have to just to get high.
The crimes you'll commit, for my narcotic charms
will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in your arms.

You'll lie to your mother; you'll steal from your dad
When you see their tears, you should feel sad.

But you'll forget your morals and how you were raised,
I'll be your conscience, I'll teach you my ways.
I take kids from parents, and parents from kids,
I turn people from God, and separate from friends.

I'll take everything from you, your looks and your pride,
I'll be with you always, right by your side.

You'll give up everything your family, your home,
your friends, your money, then you'll be alone.
I'll take and take, till you have nothing more to give.
When I'm finished with you you'll be lucky to live.

If you try me be warned this is no game.
If given the chance, I'll drive you insane.
I'll ravish your body; I'll control your mind.
I'll own you completely; your soul will be mine.

The nightmares I'll give you while lying in bed,
the voices you'll hear from inside your head,
the sweats, the shakes, the visions you'll see;
I want you to know, these are all gifts from me,

But then it's too late, and you'll know in your heart,
that you are mine, and we shall not part.

You'll regret that you tried me, they always do,
but you came to me, not I to you.
You knew this would happen. Many times you were told,
but you challenged my power, and chose to be bold.

You could have said no, and just walked away,
If you could live that day over, now what would you say?

I'll be your master; you will be my slave,
I'll even go with you, when you go to your grave.
Now that you have met me, what will you do?
Will you try me or not? Its all up to you.

I can bring you more misery than words can tell.
Come take my hand, let me lead you to hell.

When I first came here someone shared this with me. It floored me with its truth. I hope it touches you to.

That hit home mama so true it owns me just need to listen and learn from you guys thanks so much

Bwhaha. I love these excuses. They sound so familiar. "Oh man my sister had a flat". Blah blah. Muffin heads.

OMG you guys have me cracking up over here! Sounds exactly like mine was too! Mine always said he got them from a very sick little old lady...a great Aunt of his...like so sick that she was close to hospice care. His point being that he wasn't a "professional drug dealer"......just hooking me up...doing me a favor.....Out of the goodness of his heart! lol One time I had given him the money on Friday and he still hadn't delivered them...it was Monday or Tuesday...something like that...I was crawling out of my skin. He texts me that she's in Atlantic city and won't be back until Friday! I was like what?:dee Something didn't add up here.

Thank God I never have to associate with that guy again!

I always hated following them around house to house to house. I drive a navy Tahoe so everyone was always suspicious of me! They thought I was the law! Scary!

Around here where I live in se ohio the first week of the month is prime buying time uncle sam makes it easy to buy pills the as it gets to the last week dealers get a bunch more and people like me pay it if I don't stop going to be broke day 1 not bad my body wants some opiates going to my sons football game tonight straight that will be a first wish me luck good people

Have any of you found pills after you decided to quit if so what did you do pop um or flush them ?

Flush them. No need to start all over.

Thanks for your wisdom people