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Hi all, i'm using an alias name as i like to be anon. I'm Harry, i'm an addict, i'm 31 years old. I have had problems with mostly alcohol from around the age of 19. The past 10 years have been a roller coaster 'excuse the cliche', unfortunetly this rollercoaster has had a few more dips than highs.

I'm unaware of where to turn at the moment. I have been to about 60 AA/NA meetings over the past 9 years, i have also had a few short stays in rehab such as 5 day stays.

I'm just abit frustrated and also tired, i have gone through periods of keeping myself clean for 1 week, then using 2,3 times a week, rinse and repeat. I'm trying to get sober again but i lack confidence to even go to a meeting at the moment. Just part of my story, sorry if i come accross selfish and thanks for listening.

Welcome to the Forum Harry!! :wave:

Welcome Harry its nice to meet you

Hi Harry and welcome!

You don't come across as selfish at all! When I found SR I was on a roller coaster that mainly dipped too, so I hear your frustration and exhaustion. People here have used all sorts of methods to get and stay sober. If you've tried AA in the past but are uncomfortable with it I highly recommend looking around the Secular connections forum for different alternatives.

I'm really glad you're here!

Welcome (back) Harry :)

maybe thinking about a recovery plan could help?
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...at-we-did.html
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Welcome Harry! I agree with Dee. I never sat down and actually took pen to paper and made a recovery plan until recently but it was a major turning point for me. I also spend most evenings and weekends on SR.

Welcome!

Doesn't seem selfish to me at all. We're all here to help and support one another. If you don't post your story, we'll never know it!

Glad you're here.

Welcome to the family! :) I hope the awesome support here can help you get clean and sober for good. :)

It's great to have you with us Harry! You can change your life and get free. :)