Beautiful Day Here Too SW...Have a good day!

Good morning everyone I'm using the microphone feature to type this so sorry for weird typos!
I am on steroid treatment for the next five days and did see my dr late yesterday because my pain was getting worse. he gave me some bad news saying that it's progressing and I've likely gone into a new phase of the disease which isn't at all what I wanted to hear. I'll think about what that means later because I'm not ready to face it.
He changed my meds up but I have little faith that it will help.
I've been taking pain pills like mad, mostly from my exes stash, with only minor relief but at least I've been able to relax some and drift off occasionally. I did get some good pain meds from my dr yesterday so maybe I won't need the stash anymore ha! I haven't drank but I've been incredibly tempted especially after the news yesterday. I can't face it and I don't want to face it ever! I don't want to know anything!
Yall are all doing so good and I'm so happy for the new jobs and new experiences everyone is having! I'm sorry I'm such a downer I wish it was different but I'm in a really bad place right now.
Love and hugs
Xoxo

Ive got that function brynn but it never types what i say lol

(((Brynn)))

Oh Brynn I'm so sorry. :(:(:(

Wow, actually got in about four hours of uninterrupted sleep, followed by another four with minimal waking. Mom awoke 300% better shape than the previous morning. Looks like the UTI was the major culprit this time and the intravenous antibiotic gave her a boost.

Brynn, how's the pain issue? Hope you too are getting a reprieve.
BBQ, I want to hear some progress on that guitar journey. Have you started bar chords yet? Remember, arch that wrist.

Thx to all, once again, for your continued support. It means a lot!

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I'm Sorry Brynn my friend, wish there was something I could say or do to ease your fear, but know that I am thinking of you & care about you much. At work & will talk with you later. (hugs to you))

Hugs Brynn. Be careful with the meds, you should only take what the dr prescribes. And drinking will not help your health issues at all, will probably only make them worse. Xox

Byrnn, I am so sorry for the news you received. There is hope, however, you will rebound enough to have the pain subside soon. Unfortunately, your between a rock and a hard place. The pain meds are needed for the management of your discomfort, yet the pills can be a substitute satisfaction for your addiction as well. Use them wisely and sparingly. Be sure your caregivers are well aware of your alcohol issue. They may be able to advise of other pain management alternatives. I will be thinking of you and sending positive wishes for your recovery.
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SWolf, I have tried Dragon speak, but unfortunately, I obviously don't speak well enough Dragon for it to understand me.

Brynn- (((hugs))) I hope the pain subsides soon. Sorry you got that bad news but be hopeful!! Doctors don't know absolutely everything. :)

Creek- I am glad you got some rest!!

Hi everyone...one more day in this hell they call New Jersey.

Brynn you know drinking won't help. I am thinking of you and know you are strong enough to face whatever comes your way.

(((Brynn)))

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((((Brynn)))) I love you sister. Sending strength, healing energy and praying for a remission.
Creek I am working on bar chords but my hand still feels contorted and very awkward. I work at it during every practice and I know the bar chords will come.
So glad you got some rest. You must feel so much better that mom is better and the UTI was a major factor. UTIs can cause all sorts of stuff to happen mentally and physically.
Della - I'm glad you will be home on your couch soon.

Love to all the litter. Jack's trick show tonight went good. The tentative show tomorrow night is a no go. They went with s contortionist instead of a dog act. Go figure. I laughed out loud when Jack's agent told me. Gotta love this world.

Tonks - I see you peeking in. How are you brother?

Goodnight Dear Litter.

Thanks for the support y'all....love you guys.

Good night and sweet dreams
Xoxo

Goodnight! Xo

You too!

Morning all!

Good Morning Loveley Littermates.

Della, safe travels home. Your couch is calling.
Brynn I hope today is better.
Creek let us know if your mom continues to do better.
Soberwolf that is a cool avatar pic.
I hope the litter has a good Friday -