Even after rehab I still didn't think I was an alcoholic thought my problem was Vicodin cause I had to take them for hangovers so I could work 2 turned into 30. It was when I read the big book that I realized I was an alcoholic then the 12n12 confirmed it. They put me with the alcoholics in rehab that I lasted two days. I had four years once 54 days now. Tried a lot of controlled drinking which I failed drinking. with friends an realizing they didn't drink like me now I fully conceive to my inter most self that I'm a real alcoholic didn't take any Vicodin the last two years I drank I know it wasn't my problem the booze had me licked.