Hello Blue,
I'm sorry you're having a hard time right now. These things do hurt. I'm glad you're
not drinking over it because it will only make things worse.
I agree with Carol. Praying for those who have upset and hurt you is a way of turning
negative thoughts into positive ones. I don't know what I would do without prayer. Well,
actually I do know. I would cultivate negative emotions into still greater depression.
But like many things in life, the simple things are not necessarily the easiest. I can
remember, in the beginning, how difficult it was to pray for the people that had hurt
me. But it does get easier. The power of a positive action is awesome.
Best wishes to you.