It doesn't get better! Bodies, minds and hearts just find a way to cope until they break.
But when I stopped drinking I did start to get better and that is when I started to grow again. Maturing, developing, experiencing life, all these wonderful things can happen ....
Drinking stops the experiences happening, it dulled and ******** me. I never found the enjoyment from drinking lasted or gave me anything real at the end of the day. It just got worse for me, it just took me over and I lost myself.
love and peace,
Brigid