Thank You, Phinny, for the link. It does shed some light, not necessarily what I wanted to hear, but the truth hurts sometimes doesn't it? That just confirms what Moontime, SweetNuff, and I am sure what everyone else will be telling me, that I need to practice TOTAL abstinence.
I like this explanation Sweetnuff,
"Your addiction doesn't know what you are taking, it just knows it's being fed."
So I read on the PAW link that even caffeine should be avoided. I rarely drink anything with caffeine in it because it use to agitate the hell out of me when first off the tranqs, but recently I seem to be able to have a cola or a cup of coffee without major repercussions and I am sleeping well, (sometimes too well
). Am I just fooling myself here as well? Is the caffeine keeping me from reaching my goal of letting the brain heal?