because I BELIEVED him. He lied to me and I made a stupid decision.
I should not have done things the way I did them and I know that. Unfortunately, I have not found a 'rewind' button I can use here.
It makes me sick to realize these mistakes I've made.
I thought I was doing the right thing back then. I was a new christian (well I still am) and I thought I should forgive him...
I thought it was the right thing to do.