You take your time Malcolm. I know I had misgivings about AA myself but I was at a point where I had to do something or go nuts. The best thing I can suggest is to go into it with no preconceived notions about what it's about. In other words, an open mind. I heard things I didn't like, particularily about God, and being powerless. Not only did I not want to be powerless, I certainly didn't want to turn anything belonging to me over to something I had developed a decided distaste for over the years. But, I finally said, "hey, what the heck. What have I got to lose?" Been going up hill ever since. Just relax and take a good look at your drinking. If it bothers you, do something about it. If you need help, the help is there. Nobody says you have to say you're an alcoholic. You just need to not want to drink any more.
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