Thanks Best for the welcome! Thank you for the support. I think I can do this. I am going to try my damndest! I am seeing a therapist so she is there for me, as well as my oldest daughter and fiance for support. I know I can do this because my oldest daughter has come a LONG way herself. She was in a bad way... addicted to alcohol, pills, cutting, bulimia, suicidal, and she has psychosis. She suffered for years and she finally got on a good anti-depressant and anti-psychotic. She is now in college and doing great in her life and she is SO inspired and trying her best to be her best with the help of her wonderful therapist! If SHE can do it I know that anybody can. She is my inspiration
So thank you again.