I think I would go to the Recovery matters meeting...but that is just me...
I was young and free for way too long...that is how i got into this mess LOL
No but really It could go either way...just a suggestion
And J I am so glad you are going to a meeting....you may be nervous but I assure you once you get there you will feel nothing but kindness and support !!! Enjoy this new phase of your life...many doors are about to be opened to you...let us know how it goes okay !!!!!
~beezy