Hi daisy, I can identify with the urges to drink. I'm getting close to 2 months. i also found about 3 weeks to be a turning point. Outside, things are just life in general. It's the inside turmoil that brings about these thoughts of drinking in my case. It is a difficult situation, at times I'm bored, tired of the struggle,miss the club life. Sometimes even all at once. Knowing the answer but, still asking if this is all worth it.