Check out a woman's meeting. You don't have to be a girlie girl to attend one, I'm sure that there are many like you who hang with guys and that is why they attend the woman's meeting. Not to get into any trouble, if you know what I mean! You will find a sponsor pretty soon I assume. I know many ladies who LOVE the woman meetings and rarely attend any of the mixed sex meetings. Deffinitly having a same sex sponsor is recommended, you will see why once you get one.