Very Interesting Post
One which I highly relate to. I do not have any close friends because I abhor the idea of someone just popping in on me on a Saturday night and expecting me to play cards or some such silly nonsense.
Truth be told, we all need to practice something called balance.
I will suck it up and go to family get togethers and to the best of my ability try to enjoy myself.
Would I rather be by myself on the side of a riverbank with a fishing pole and the sun beating down on me, well yeah.
I love to be by myself and I guess I am an admitted anti social kind of guy, a loner, but then I always have been even when I am using.
I am not a holier than thou guy, but I must admit a huge disdain for a lot of my fellow human travelers.
I dont watch news much anymore, it is too depressing to watch people killing each other and destroying the wonderful creation of my God.
Hey to each his own, dont beat yourself up over this, to thine ownself be true.