All of the sudden there’s a friggen crystal ball in almost every room in this house!!!
That sucks Jazz and lock em' up in storage or throw them out altogether
. I think what you are doing is natural, but to me, it is also an indicator that you would be willing for option 3 to happen. I too thought that you were "over it." Sorry if that sounded harsh. You've seemed to have moved forward so much in your own life and recovery that I was surprised to read that option 3 seems viable to you.
Keep working on yourself and you'll be OK. I'd let her and HP hash it out. As you well know, 2 weeks is really nothing and anything can happen within a matter of a few days around here!!! Oh the drama of it all! I want you to have continued peace and happiness- that's all
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