Thanks for the words of wisdom. I know all these things... (Didn’t know about moping the floors and making coffee! Ugh!). And I was insinuating longevity when I said serious time AND recovery under her belt. I needed this boost from you guys because I'm nervous about the call. But you're right, if she really is working a program I should not get the call..... At least not ANY time soon. I thought about that too.
I still have my peace and serenity, no problem there. This is gonna sound crappy and I hope it's not taken wrong... I just need to stay away from the good news heart warming posts for a while. I'm not ready for those yet. I wondered about the lonely thing too. I tried the dating... well lunch meets a few times. I'm not ready for that either.
This too shall pass. Thanks buds!