Hi Friends,
God has answered my prayer and I can access this site again from work. I really need the support today. I feel like I am still in shock but now I just have this incredible pain too. I keep feeling like I missed some imortant sign and that I did not do everything for Midas that I could have done. I know this thinking doesn't help and that it is my weak attempt to have some kind of control over this. I just can't believe he is gone. He was one thing that was so right about our family. It was kind of like we won the lottery with him, the most wonderful dog ever. My husband is worse than I am if that is possible. This also makes me feel fearful that something else bad will happen. My cat ran away three months ago after 13 years and now this. Ok enough of this I will make it through this day. thanks