Today...
Hello all.
I haven't written in some time, but have been here often. Reading your posts still gives me such strength; especially when I feel that I have none. It may have nothing to do with my "A". But we are all one and the same in this recovery. I feel at home here.
It has been one year since my Dad ("A") has had an episode. Even today, I find that hard to say out loud for fear that he will. But, I have come to understand that he IS recovering and doesn't want to be that way anymore. He seems very realistic these days and that is very difficult for him. As the old saying goes "truth hurts, huh?". But he is dealing with it. And that is good.
He has been in an assisted living facility (he is 71) all this time. And he has finally earned the chance to move into a less restricted facility. He will be responsible for himself: cooking, cleaning, etc. But, there will be people on sight for him if he needs them. You see, the alcoholism reaked havoc on his brain. He has early onset of Alzheimers. So, he really cannot be totally alone at all. More reality.
Those of you that know me, thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here for me. I hope is some small way that my prayers and encouragement have been as helpful for you.
Know that I am praying for you daily,
Lolly