This Weekend
This weekend is the first sober weekend I can remember in....well it is the first sober weekend I can remember in a long long time.
The worst part is the lonliness. All my friends are still using and it's tempting to sit around with them while they do that. So I don't...and then the boredom kicks in.
It makes me realize how much I could have done different. I never thought I'd be the person that had a hard time stopping. I'm ashamed of it. And I don't have any sober friends. It's just really really lonely.