It is ok to cry... Im wont freak and go loo loo.
These people here are for me not against me.
I do not have to go through life as if it were a fight to the death. Im not a child anymore and I have power over my life now. Therefore I am going to remind myself I DO NOT have to foresee a battle before it happens.
I am an addict but I am way more than that. That is the smallest part of me that exists, in reality, despite the fact it seems in the fore front often.
I can try to be the sweet girl I am ONE MORE TIME in life and see how situations turn out. Expect a fight, get a fight. Expect things to work out, they work out. The world is not out to get me. Why would it be... I am not special... not like people have the time to go out of their way to mess with me.
I need SR so I can feel as supported daily as I feel this morning.