Awesome post Beachbabe. Thank you.
You really are going to beat this... I love reading your posts and feeling your progress. You really give a good perspective of what we go through in our journey. I'm sorry you are feeling badly. I hope you can incorporate a lot of self-loving into your daily schedule cuz you deserve the pampering along with all the hard work you are doing while investing in your future.
Hang in there we are all cheering for you!
Suga