That's weird as Dessert Eyes stated.... it's perception.
I'm being reminded again.
I'm reading a book at the moment..
Reclaiming your self esteem...recovery for co-dendency and other addtions
My perceptions...i'm not sure if it clear or not.
My perception plays a big part on how I live.
In Love is a chioce...the analogy used is
"I'm wearing a twisted, scratched pair of shades..."
I don't let everything or light in and don't see clearly.
Also kind of like looking thur those old soda bottles.
In AA, chapter 16..
" I have the glasses on backwards"
Yet it's all normal to me, becuase I'm in that state.
Even with the informations or data I have. When I'm
in that state , i don't even know it.