Originally Posted by sunshine003
He tells me "if I leave, that's it." so I don't view it as if I leave I could return. Also, I'm moving out of state.
Unless he's your higher power - LOL - he has no idea that "that's it." Look at what you wrote there - that you could not return. Maybe you won't want to. Maybe HE'LL want you to. You could move out of the country, it doesn't matter. Your life will take the path it is supposed to. I know this to be true. I also know how difficult that is to believe right now. Hang in there, you're doing great.