Thanks for the advice Kellye. It seems like I spend a lot of time regretting the past, worrying about the future, and being so messed up in the present that I am missing life. It is probably why the last 10 years or so have seemed to fly by. I'm trying to narrow my focus and just stay in the here and now. After all that is where life is lived. I'm on my fourth day and feeling good and energetic today. I sleep great last night for the first time in a long time. I actually had so much energy that I got in some exercise for the first time in a long time as well.