Growing, Learning, Living
Join Date: Nov 2005
Location: Vacationing on earth
Posts: 836
I remember telling my mom that I could not imagine a life without mind altering drugs of some sort. I definately could not imagine never having a drink again. It has been 4 years. Life is more wonderful than I could have ever imagined. My twenties were spent in a daze of drinking & drugging. I am 36 & feel like I am still 22. I think that is because I have finally found the real me & since my twenties were not spent as the real me, I cannot relate to them anymore. Does that make any sense? I just would not ever give up sobriety for anything. There is nothing like it. There is nothing like the natural high that life itself can give you when you are able to experience it without the fog of being drunk or hungover. It is hard to explain, but BEAUTIFUL!! I thank God daily for my sobriety & giving me another chance at life ~ true life.