You know, I guess I want more than for him to be healthy! A lot more! I want our life back.
I could have my own life. I make enough money to support myself and my kids with no help from him. I'm not afraid to be alone. I definitely don't NEED a man. I guess I still just hold onto that perfect life we have when he's not liquored up. I don't know, so much to sort out. Do I stick around and hope for the best, or leave? Decisions decisions.