Originally Posted by Kt54

You guys really are amazing! Thank for for all your replies.
So, I did think I would meet him for a coffee, I'm not really fully sure why and I was very away it was probably a bad idea.
But he cancelled on me and sent me a pic as of to back up his reason why. He messaged a bit asking if I was ok etc.
I actually feel content that I didn't bring up the pics from the weekend (why show I am bothered?) but also, my over riding thought is... What does any of it matter? He's clearly not yet willing to get help for his addiction or if he does, it is half hearted so I could never be with him anyway, and thank god, as someone mentioned earlier in this thread, that this has happened after months and not years.
I do feel in an ok place, I know this may change as I have been very up and down but, I deserve better xx