Thank you! I feel like a drug addict myself quitting cold turkey and it’s been hard. But I haven’t caved and unblocked and too be honest I am feeling better. In some ways I was addicted to him. Maybe even addicted to the chaos - my life is very quiet now. Which I love but it’s also strange. It’s funny how we can get entrenched in other peoples chaos? My new saying is “not my circus, not my monkeys”. 🙈