Very good advice and perspective as always. I took a big step today and blocked him on everything. I am going to hold strong and not unblock him this time. It’s hurting me too much. I can’t move forward if I am holding on. I need to just know what I know. I can’t keep looking and wondering what he is doing it is not conducive to healing and moving forward. I need to focus on my goals and my life. It’s going to be hard. I have been without him now for 6 months but I have been thinking and checking his profiles daily (multiple times a day if I am being honest). It’s time to stop. Deep breaths but I am moving forward.