Well, I admit it. I have a drinking problem.
Since you joined this website in 2019, I think you've known about this for some time. But I don't think that's unusual, I knew I had a drinking problem at age 27 but didn't quit until age 47. And then after 5+ years of sobriety, I thought I was cured and could have a couple of beers again. That didn't work out very well, and I had to work very hard to get sober again.
Denial is a powerful thing. Now that you've admitted you are powerless over alcohol, what are you going to do about it?