Thank you all for your kind words, they mean a lot to me.
We are here to help each other in the best way we know how and this makes this community so extraordinary.
I feel like I'm never going to be able to quit because I've stopped so many times and done it again that I think it doesn't make any sense.
Yesterday when I drank, I didn't like and it did not produce me any benefit at all and I still kept doing it.
But I am more determined than ever to put an end to this dreadful life.
Today is day 1 and I'm not drinking.
Thanks again to everyone.