I just messaged my doctor and told her everything I've been feeling. I asked if I could try Chantix or wellburtin. I never asked before because I assumed she'd say no and say I'm worried about a manic episode. anyway I also stated I couldn't quit, a big reason I'm struggling so badly is my baseline anxiety/stress is do high. it's the major reason I've relapsed so often. I realize it's not from not working the steps but do to anxiety. I'm a very neurotic person.
David