Welcome, Anita.
I woke up everyday for years and years, vowing to quit that very day. Each day, that vow turned to dust and by evening, I was drinking. I was discouraged, scared, demoralized - you name it. Finally, I had had enough. I am almost 12 years sober and loving it.
My go-to drink has been club soda. If someone asks if I want a drink, I say ‘no thanks - just water, or club soda if you have it’.
Glad you joined us.