That "one foor out the door" feeling is mine! I can't believe someone else used those words! I think I may have committed early on because I can still remember vividly a fight Ward and I had centuries ago when things were really bad. He said he was leaving. I went numb for days.
I have never had that feeling again. I won't allow it.
I wrote about this in my journal sometime ago. I went through each relationship in my life and looked at my feelings. The only real and true comittment I have is to my son and now my grandson. My children. Anyone else is basically expendable.
Hugs,
JT