Fear of abandonment is a huge one for me and so many of my character defects are motivated be just that fear. I used to really be a door slammer. WELL FINE THEN, I'M OUTTA HERE!!!!!! You know that song by Simon and Garfunkel, "I am a Rock" That was my theme song. I was only able to maintain that cold strong exterior and numb interior through the use of narotics, however. Well, then sobriety fell upon me and hence all of this adult/child stuff.
JT What have you done. Look at all of us, between this forum and Dops post I'm actually breaking a sweat here, I am working so hard. I am going to give my therapist the heave-ho at $100 an hour. I am working harder here than I have in there in months.