Thanks Astro and Fish. And as for keeping my thread alive, maybe I just talk too much..lol. Believe it or not, I am a very shy person and do not typically talk much. I think I do it here to get things of mind, talk it out so to speak which has helped me when becoming sober and is now helping me in the unplanned journey. I do hope some of my words may help at least one person, because that is also a goal of mine. I know it will be an unseen goal which is fine...I have always been one to reach out and help others not matter what.
Onwards!