Day 3, just have a headache. I am really trying to talk the AV voice down. In my mind I am thinking I can drink again, I can control it, I can't do this forever, life will be no fun. We are taveling from the US to Ireland in June and I know I am going to want to have a beer. That is going to be a challenge. But am just taking it one day at a time. Today I will not drink. I am already at home and about to go and work in my yard.