I'm so happy you joined us MKRN - & that you want to change your life.
I drank 30 yrs. & wasted a lot of time insisting I could control the amounts I drank. It was never possible, and I became completely dependent on alcohol. I was drinking all day, every day when I came to SR years ago. The welcome I received here made me feel instantly less anxious about quitting. I found the courage to quit after posting & reading here. I knew I was no longer alone. That meant everything.
We know you can get free, MKRN. Stay with us.