That persistent pain under the rib cage on the right hand side. The pain was bad enough but the worry of whats going on inside was worse, am i too late to fix it? If i dont stop now everyone will find out the truth about my drinking and what ive done to myself. "Oh the shame" i would think and all that time the people selling it didn't have a problem with me handing over my cash (working on my anger issues). There was only one way to do it but somehow i would talk myself into drinking again that night🤦. It was just so hard that first few weeks. Glad to be on the other side.