I hate this disease so much
man I'm so done I'm will never use again. im going to do anything and everything to stay sober. I can and will. I won't listen to the lie ever again. I can stay sober I get nothing out of using. I have so many people in my corner who care. I'm not alone I have so much to be grateful for. my problems are truly of my own making I did it to myself. I can do anything no more excuses. I can have a relationship in the future I just have to have the guts to go after whatever I want. why not me thiers nothing wrong with me. I realize I've been playing the victim and feeling sorry for myself. I can do this. I won't use no matter what.
David