The main thing is you are moving forward, David and have amassed a little bit of sober time - you can build on this now. No, you probably won't feel great for a while but just adjust your expectations and see how you go with working the steps again.
You keep coming back, testing your thoughts against those on the board and trying to figure it all out. That's brilliant. I'm not worried about you, if you keep up the commitment to getting better it will all work out. And when it "clicks" you'll really start motoring from there.